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Asylum: Supernatural Report [15 May 2007|03:38pm]
Asylum report for Jensen and Supernatural. I’ll post a Smallville report, when I manage to steal some quiet time. But honestly, I missed a lot of what was scheduled for the weekend due to clashes in the itinerary. It seemed that a lot of the Supernatural Question and Answer panels were scheduled against the Smallville photo shoots and autograph sessions and vice versa.

The opening panel of the event was Jensen’s which just happened to coincide with Justin Hartley’s photo shoot occurring elsewhere in the building which was pretty much the start of ‘Supernatural or Smallville’, not good for anyone who bought tickets on the basis of both Supernatural and Smallville.

I mean Jensen. Dude! But I wouldn’t have missed Alison Mack or Justin Hartley’s panel for anything. They were both absolutely and equally amazing. I think a lot of people fell so hard for Alison Mack, which I totally understand and Justin, well what can I say, don’t ever walk out of a question and answer panel hosted by Justin Hartley.

Mostly I wanted to hear what the guests had to say so missed the photo shoots, which meant I lost the money I’d pre paid online for them. Remind me to never pre pay for something like that again unless there’s an itinerary available.

I know I said I didn’t care if it was badly organised because I was going to have fun anyway. I just never realised it would be that badly organised. )

Dude, Jensen.

Seriously, the camera does not do that man justice, he’s so much prettier in person and just how is that even possible? We looked for blemishes and couldn’t find a single one. There was even a comment that there may be people walking around seriously deprived of certain attributes because they were all given to Jensen Ackles.

And he has the most beautiful hands too with really long, nicely shaped fingers.

Also, he’s slimmer than he appears on TV, or slimmer than Dean appears anyway. Maybe it’s all those layers of clothes the boys wear.

He’s also witty, charming, gracious, courteous and has an amazing comedic delivery, he can dead-pan a line perfectly. To top that, he’s also intelligent, and has depth. I loved the way he answered his questions, he elaborated on most of his questions and gave some really thoughtful, intelligent answers. He searched out the person in the audience who was asking the question and maintained eye contact, often leaning forward, hands braced on his knees as he engaged with them and even though his chair was facing at an angle, which meant he had his back to some of the audience on the left he often switched position so he was facing different areas of the audience throughout. I don’t know if it was a conscious thing but it was thoughtful all the same.

He has a very expressive face when he’s talking, an authentic enchantment and I can’t believe I said that but he does. It’s apparent when watching him talk, seeing how his facial expressions emphasised whatever he was describing and visibly showing how it made him feel or affected him. It’s even more apparent when he’s discussing something that amused him or something that he thinks as funny because he seems to pull the most comical facial expressions.

And the man has the most amazing slouch, he seems to melt into the chair, legs spread, one arm draped over the side of the chair, while one foot rests atop the other.

It’s very relaxed and pretty.

He smiles a lot too, and throws his head back when he laughs.

Now tell me, how is it fair that one man can have all that?

And the shy thing?

I didn’t see it in his panels; I’m not saying he isn’t shy because that’s something that became apparent later in the evening when he took to the stage with Jason Manns to sing. His body language was entirely different to how he appeared the rest of the weekend, less confident and little unsure but I doubt there’s anyone who could claim they don’t occasionally lack confidence in at least one area of their life but that doesn’t necessarily mean they have a shy personality.

And yes, he appeared somewhat shy when it came to singing in public but the rest of the time?

He doesn’t appear shy, in fact he appears very confident but somewhat naturally reserved, not to the point of being informal just reserved. When he’s talking about acting, his characters and his career he’s very enthusiastic, animated and very engaging, there appears an openness about his manner, he’s accessible and receptive and he gives generously of his thoughts and feelings regarding his craft.

And Jared, he becomes very animated and enthusiastic when talking about Jared but we’re not allowed to tell Jared that or about any of the nice things Jensen says about Jared because to quote Jensen:

“Just don’t tell him I said any of that because I’ll kill you.”

But he was more reserved in the autograph sessions, still open and accessible and so polite but there was definitely a shift in his body language and manner but not to the point of shyness. Just in a way that seemed to draw less attention to himself and instead shifted the focus to the person standing in front of him, which is good because people attending obviously wanted to be seen by him or some of them did. (Dude, my wall would like to say hello to your wall from way over this side of the reserve barrier) But it also put the other person in the spotlight, which again is good but also very clever on his part.

So I’m not convinced he’s as shy as opinion seems to believe, just more reserved when it comes to areas of his life which aren’t solely based on his career or his public persona. It’s something; I think that reiterates his take on being in the public eye and still retaining a sense of privacy, some semblance of self. He knows how much of himself he’s willing to give; to share, is aware of when and to which areas of his life he’s comfortable doing that and also aware of when he’s more comfortable taking a step back from the spotlight.

The lead up to Jensen singing with Jason Manns )

When asked about Season Three… )

The Wincest Thing )

And dude his answer to this question totally threw me for six… )

Okay Random and in no Particular Order… )

And he really likes to vacation somewhere with a sandy beach so could the fans please email Kripke and tell him about the ghost surfer that the boys really need to go and investigate.

In the meantime, he’ll work on Kripke for a brotherly hug.

And I missed a lot of the other Supernatural panels because I was busy being a Smallville geek but I did manage to catch a few things.

So, Alona, Nicky and Brooke… which is it, Sam or Dean? )

As long as this is, I know there are still some comments and observations I haven’t had chance to update, so I’ll probably add to this from time to time.

But for now, Jensen for the win. Total Scruff Muffin come Sexass and utterly adorable.
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Brief Update from Coventry [13 May 2007|12:53am]

He sang!

Jensen got up on stage and sang with Jason Manns.

Okay it went like this.

Jensen was asked this morning if he had any plans to pursue his singing and he didn't hesitate. The answer was no.

He talked about how singing for him is recreational, how it's something he enjoys and a way to unwind. He also mentioned that he has friends who are musicians, who sing and that listening to them, having that means he knows when to shut up.

But he likes to jam with his friends, play guitar, sing and just enjoy the moment. He then mentioned Jason, how he's a musician, he sings, he then pointed Jason out to the audience and mentioned how he'd be singing this evening.

And then this voice piped out from somewhere in the darkness asking,

"So you gonna jam with me?"

And there was complete silence, from they stage.

Hee! Total deer in the headlights, followed by:

"You are so gonna pay for that bud..."

Followed by:

"Well are you?"

To which Jensen replied,

"I'll think about it."

Tonight during Jason's session he asked the audience if they visted Youtube and mentioned how a friend of his had emailed him a link and told him to check it out, he'd find it interesting. He checked out the link that had been viewed over 30 000 times, clicked it and was surpised to see himself singing a duet at a wedding with another friend.

He then played the first few chords of 'Crazy Love', and eyebrowed Jensen, several times until Jensen finally gave in to the pleading looks from Jason and took to the stage to sing Crazy Love.

And OMFg!

*aeroplane arms*

Just, dude!

Absolutely amazing, just doesn't cover it.


And for the record, Jensen is so much more than a pretty face, and definitely not the diva some claimed him to be after the announcement regarding autograph rules. Seriously, you'll never convince me that he's anything other than gracious and pretty much amazing.

So there :P

And a total Scruff Muffin, unshaven and all.

Dude, he did the singing thing!

*aeroplane arms*
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Supernatural: All Hell Break's Loose [11 May 2007|08:51am]

The review will have to wait until I get back from Coventry.

For Now, All I’ve Got Is… )

And that's it. I'm out of here :)
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The Weekend Starts Here [10 May 2007|11:40pm]
I am all packed for Asylum after a quick trip to pick up a few items and pack them carefully in my case.

Items being:

1 Bottle of Coconut Rum
1 Bottle of Triple Sec
1 Bottle of Blue Curacao liqueur
1 Carton of Cranberry Juice
1 Carton of Grape Juice

There’s nothing like starting the weekend off with a bang.

Or in the words of our very own and much loved McHottie ‘Sexass’ McQueen Dean Winchester.

Dude, Awesome.

If you’re attending Asylum then I guess I’ll see you there. Don’t be shy; I don’t bite, unless you ask nicely.



Dear Mr Kripke,

I have been a very good fangirl this season. I haven’t read a single spoiler. Not a one.

Please to not be breaking my fandom while I am gone.

Hearts are fragile things, dude. We know the Winchester boys are far too precious for this world but they’re our boys too and we luff them so very much. Please to NOT be hurting them.

I’m not above begging.

Much fear and trepidation,

Me xx

Ps, here have a Purple Nurple…


Dear Fandom,

I heart you.

Please to be squishing the Winchesters for me while I'm gone.

Ps, and occasionly ruffle Sam's hair.

Nothing but love for ya!

Me xxxxxxxxxx

Oh, boys...
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Eeny, Meeny, Miny, Mo... [09 May 2007|12:42pm]
I’m struggling to decide what to use as official merchandise for Jensen’s autograph. I’m gonna buy an extra autograph to have the official photograph signed anyway but I don’t know what to use for the free autograph.

The Supernatural Trading Cards count as Official Merchandise, right?

And I already have this:

And No, I didn’t Leave the Padalecki Out… )

Why Yes, I did run around like a blue-arsed fly trying to track down the entire set. Including all the chaser sets and gritted my teeth at the prices people were asking for certain cards. But they’re my boys and they’re incredibly SHINY.

So the question is:

This One? )

Or This One? )

I know he’s signing in black but they’re lighter than they look here and may be doable…

Answer on a trading card please or you know, in the comments, whatever :)
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Wake up in the morning with a head like ?what ya done?? [07 May 2007|06:19pm]
I think I’ve had maybe ten hours sleep in the past week but you know what?

I don’t care because come Friday I am going to get shit-faced drunk with [info]whimsicalnotion. It’s been so long since I’ve squished her in person, that there may even be squishes.

There may even be Purple Nurples.


Who’s up for a Purple Nurple or two or three?

I finally crashed about four am this morning and woke up a little after six and decided I wasn’t going to answer the phone today, or rush off anywhere or bail anyone out of whatever mess they’ve gotten themselves into this time.

Instead I went through my CD collection, pushed aside all the usual stuff and turned up the volume to the Scissor Sisters, really loud and danced around the living room.

And ignored the phone when it rang.

Sorry can’t hear you, the music’s too loud

*dances around the living room some more*

By the time Arf came home I had moved the dancing to the kitchen where I danced my way from cooker to fridge.

Hee! Apparently the reason he hearts me so much is because underneath all the tattoos, scary boots and buckles I’m pure geek.


*cranks up the volume*

*dances some more*

Oh, yeah come Friday they will also be Jensen Ackles Dean Winchester and Justin Hartley The Green Arrow.

And I don’t care if it turns out to be badly organised, I don’t care because I’m going with the intention of having fun, of spending time with someone I don’t get to see as often as I’d like.

Someone I heart muchly.

*hugs Buddy*

*sets mobile ringtone to the Scissor Scissors*

*dances some more*

Dude! If you hear a ringtone playing ‘I don’t Feel Like Dancing’ REALLY loud over the course of the weekend, that will totally be me :)

Now, about these Purple Nurples…
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More on: What is and What Should Never Be [06 May 2007|03:51pm]
I meant to mention both these thoughts in this week’s Supernatural Review but I was falling asleep at my keyboard.

Dean’s wish )

Saving People, Hunting Things… The Family Business… )
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Supernatural Episode Thoughts: What is and What Should Never Be... [06 May 2007|02:24am]
This week’s thoughts for Supernatural ‘What is and What Should Never be’.

And would you believe I hesitated about whether or not to post a review?

What Are You Calling me a Bitch For? )

More Rambling Regarding Dean's Wish

Oh, God! Don’t spoil me!

And random capsies just because, mostly Dean…

Not dial up friendly

And I Think to Myself… )
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AiEEEEEE! Shiny New Toy [05 May 2007|04:43pm]
My laptop is still sick and I’m still hesitating about handing it over to the technicians of doom and being without my clicketty things.

I kind of rely on my clicketty things to keep me sane when the never ending stream of house guests and sick people become too much. And if the clicketty things aren’t working properly, well there’s always the interweb and writing and picpams and all the fic goodness my f-list provides.

*squishes you all*

But I need my clicketty things, without them, sometimes house guests, sick people and lack of sleep can be really tiresome. I have a vid I desperately want to finish and well, other things.

So I decided after Coventry, it’s off to the technicians and I’d just have to suck it up.

And then Arf came home yesterday and told me he’d arranged for a courier to collect it and send it in for repair, they’re collecting it on Tuesday.

Tuesday but…


I can’t pack up the huge family computer and cart it off to Coventry and they’ll keep if for like a bamillion weeks and…

I should have known he was up to something when he said they can keep it as long as they want as long as they eventually repair it.


No *grabby hands*

Apparently back up laptops aren’t really worth having unless they actually work properly and for it to work properly it needs to go in for repair, on Tuesday.

Wait, back up what?

OMg! It’s a back up this… )

Now, is there anything Windows Vista Premium is compatible with?


Also I haven't posted a review yet for 'What is and What Should Never Be' yet... but I will, when I can talk about it.
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WTF? [04 May 2007|09:34am]
Jesus, what is it with corrupted files.


I'll be back...

Okay folks the following file is corrupted, it has several sound glitches with complete loss of volume and a pretty nasty sound and visual glitch in the final scene.

supernatural S02E20 HDTV XviD-XOR

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Fic Post: Supernatural [02 May 2007|05:34pm]
Title: Sheltered by Creed

Fandom: Supernatural

Author: Jules

Pairing: Sam/Dean: Told From the POV of John Winchester

Rating: PG14 for Content Relating to Incest

Summary: “They’re your boys John; you can’t possibly expect me to believe that you don’t know, can’t see…”

Word Count: 2 565

Beta: Many thanks and much love to [info]sweptawaybayou

Disclaimer: The characters in this story remain the property of Eric Kripke, Robert Singer and related production companies. The purpose of this story is purely for entertainment.

Sheltered by Creed )
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Awwww, Look Who Has a Birthday [02 May 2007|10:37am]
I know I’m not supposed to be here but in my defense I did finish one of the fics already and it is kind of a special day.

Like a REALLY special day.

Another not dial up friendly day

But it’s not everyday Sam Winchester has a birthday, so:

Happy Birthday Sammy… )
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A Need to Finish What I Started or Keep Starting... [01 May 2007|04:23pm]
I opened my WIP folder yesterday, to start work on an unfinished fic and realised that there are more in there than I thought.

I have eight unfinished fics on my hard drive.

*eyebrows self*

Mostly this is because I usually push plot bunnies aside if I'm already working on something but in doing that have pushed aside some really interesting plot bunnies which have hopped away to pastures unknown, never to return :(

So recently, if a cute fluffy bunny hopped across the page of something I was working on (or even a rabid bunny, all teeth and matted fur) I opened a new word document and tried to get down at least a couple of paragraphs to appease it in the hope it wouldn't stomp off in a huff.

Maybe that wasn't such a good idea either.

*eyebrows plot bunnies*

I'm going to try and finish two before this week's SPN episode.

A Dean/Sam fic told from the point of view of John.

Don't ask me where that bunny came from, I have no idea. All I know is that it was obsessive in its search for a storyteller and that its teeth were definitely sharp.

I named the bunny John Jnr and decided to give it a home.

And the Jared/Jensen, Mike/Tommy kissy-face fic.

*determined face*

So, if you see me playing around LJ between now and Friday, please to be kicking my arse.


ETA: One down, one to go :)
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Huge Jensen Ackles Picspam [28 Apr 2007|02:37pm]
Huge ass Scruff Muffin Jensen piscpam for [info]beanbeans and[info]copykween because I’ve been threatening promising to spam them at some point.

That point being today :)

Not Dial Up Friendly. SERIOUSLY!

Awww, baby-faced Jensen... )

It’s All in the Eyes, Dude… )

Okay, Hot Stuff. Show us Those Pearly Whites… )

Omg! Freckles of Ackles… )

And my all time favourite pictures, like Srly!

Otherwise Known as ‘The Scruff Muffin’… )

Warning May Cause Esplodey Girl Parts. Or Boy Parts… )

Because They Never Grow Old Or Tire of Being Looked at…  )

Yes, we know. You’re totally adorable… )

Omg! Yes. You Too! )

And next up there will be a Dean Winchester McHottie ‘Sexass’ McQueen picspam also for [info]beanbeans and [info]copykween

Consider yourselves forewarned :)

Ps, Is LJ still not sending comment notifications to anyone else because it's been four days now and I'm afraid when they finally arrive they're going to esplode my inbox.

ETA: LJ has dropped 367 and counting comment notifications in my inbox. Yeah, thanks for that. *kicks it*
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Supernatural Episode Thoughts [27 Apr 2007|11:06pm]
This week’s episode thoughts for Supernatural. ‘Folsom Prison Blues’.

Folsom Prison Blues Ramble... )

Full review Here….

Also for the benefit of anyone reading this journal Dean Winchester just earned himself another alias.

Yes, I know he’s a sexass. He’s still a sexass and forever will be a sexass.

Only now he’s not just a sexass.


McHottie ‘Sexass’ McQueen. I so need an icon that says that.

McHottie ‘Sexass’ McQueen.

God bless him and all who… uhm… yeah, I guess that would be Sam. The McToppie to Dean’s McHottie.

Man, Sammy what more of a hint than ‘bow-legged’ do you need? You must really have a thing for the way Dean walks, dude. That’s all I can say…

other than. OMFg! Me too dude, that swagger. How totally HOT is that?
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Supernatural 'Folsom Prison Blues' Review [27 Apr 2007|04:48pm]
Just the ramble this week, hopefully a decent, reliable file will become available soon.

*kicks corrupt torrents*

Oh, Dean. You can call top bunk as often as you like but it seems you are destined to spend your life as a bottom. )

And on a sidenote, my flist is scaring me a little.

I know, I’m a wuss but I’m an unspoiled wuss.

I’m a little anxious of Livejournal right now due to the amount of spoilers that aren’t behind cut tags. Mostly it’s communitities but I have barely managed to escape one or two that have popped up on my flist. So I’m avoiding all communities (barring fic communities) like the plague until this season in over. It’s getting so bad that every day another post contains an uncut spoiler of some kind.

Dude, every time you post an uncut spoiler you make me Sam Winchester cry.

If I’ve missed something interesting or that you’d like me to read linketty me, just don’t linketty me to a community because there be spoilers.

And major squishes to all those who always post spoilers behind a cut tag, you make Dean Winchester a fangirl proud :)

Ugh! LJ is still with holding my comment notifications :/
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Warning For Supernatural Torrent [27 Apr 2007|08:14am]
Just a quick note for anyone downloading Supernatural from the torrents.

File: 'Supernatural S02E19 HDTV XviD-SORNY'

The file is corrupt or has a problem. I downloaded it earlier and it freezes at around 30:37, a rather crucial plot point too. Also the quality of the overall file isn't as good as usual downloads, it begins to randomly pixelate not long after.

After looking around it seems others are having the same problem. If you don't mind missing several minutes, it kicks again but if like me, you do mind, I'd reccomend finding a different file.

For those downloading from other sources, and want a clearer a file, I'd maybe ask which file it is being made available before downloading. Altough so far this seems to be the one being made available on all torrents...
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Laptop Blues [24 Apr 2007|11:00am]
My laptop is sick and I’ve tried everything to make it feel better but alas, I have a feeling it needs to see a technician.

Every time I try and render or convert and then burn a media file the laptop automatically shuts down. It seems it can do everything up until the point of actually burning the file.

This is bad because I owe people things and it seems my laptop just won’t come across with the goods.

It’s also eating up my hard disk like woah.

Yesterday it told me it only had 1MB left on the hard disk, which yeah, I don’t think so. I always make sure I have at least 20GB free on my hard disk. Anyway, I gave it the benefit of the doubt and deleted several programmes as a test and nothing changed.

After a week of fiddling and tweaking I finally caved and restored it to factory settings. I re uploaded all my programmes and checked my hard disk, which had a little over 35GB of free space.

This morning I switched it on only to find that 3GB have vanished, never to be found.

I tried to convert and burn a media file and it shut the laptop down.


Last time it needed to see a technician they didn’t return until five weeks later.

Five weeks!

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Dean Winchester Gives Good Tongue [23 Apr 2007|02:22pm]
So as a few around here know I have been threatening promising to make a post dedicated entirely to Dean Winchester’s tongue.

And OMg! You have no idea how hard it was trying to keep the picture count down, not to mention choosing between them.

Why, yes I do have a folder on my hard drive entitled ‘The Tongue Thing’, I’m sure most of you have one too.

If not. OMg! Why don’t you?

Seriously, if I knew how to code pretty layouts I’d have an entire layout dedicated to Jensen’s Dean Winchester’s tongue.

I mean, dude would you look at that… )

So you see. It’s not my fault that my brain catalogues episodes and scenes wherein Dean gives tongue.

It’s a thing…

Anyway, I still struggled not to over spam you all so it goes without saying that this post is not dial up friendly

Dude, the Tongue Thing… )

See now that’s what I’m talking about.

And just because… )
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A Tale of Two Winchesters [21 Apr 2007|08:17pm]
Not Dial Up Friendly!

Hee! I was simply going to post some caps of ‘Hollywood Babylon’ but where would be the fun in that?

I mean, they started it right?

So I’m posting screencaps in story format and I may have messed around with the script some. Also it may be a little wincesty, in a totally poking fun sort of way because some things may be ‘no pace, no love interest, all wackadoo expostition…

But then again, some things are more than they seem… )

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Supernatural Episode Thoughts [20 Apr 2007|02:17pm]
This week’s episode ramble for Supernatural, ‘Hollywood Babylon’.

Honestly, I tried to keep my babble angst free, seriously I don’t know where it came from or how it even popped up at all, considering… anyway, I kept it until the last.

So what did y'all think?

Feel free to give me your squeeee! OMg! *grabby hands* Just you know, no spoilers for future episodes because I'm a total spoilerphobe :)

Sorry, what were you saying… )
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Supernatural Quote Meme Like Thing [19 Apr 2007|08:55pm]
Following on from where I first saw it which would be at [info]sockkpuppett’s place: When you see this on your flist, make a post and quote Supernatural.

I was tempted to go with: “Should’ve cleaned the pipes.”

But seeing as most people seem to be quoting mini-scenes I thought I’d do the same, along with pictures.

Come on, you didn’t think I’d pass up on an opportunity like this did you?

Sam, you were right )

Dude, hiatus is like, so over!
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My Actions are my Responsibility and not the Responsibility of Anyone Else [18 Apr 2007|10:50am]
I wasn’t going to post about this but it’s now involving members of my flist and that makes me uncomfortable to say the least.

But the crux of the matter is that, apparently by not immediately posting The Jared and Jensen Interview elsehwere, outside of my LJ, means I don’t share things or want to help fandom but instead choose to keep things to myself.

As I explained to the post in question, where the above insinuation was made, I don’t always have time to check my f-list to see whether requests for media have been posted.

I don't always have time to do things immediately; it takes an effort just to keep up with my own flist and I’m sorry if by that it automatically means some people help and others don't want to.

It's not a matter of want; it's a matter of time. Fandom is a hobby, not a priority. My time is limited, I have a very busy life and I’m not about to go into detail as to why that is.

But as for the insinuation that I keep things to myself, I upload everything I have in unlocked posts and make it available to all. I upload all the episodes, interviews, extras; screencaps etc and they're all on my own server where I pay the bandwidth.

Bandwidth isn't cheap, sometimes an episode alone can generate over 800 downloads a week, over a month that can prove expensive. I recently ripped, converted and uploaded the JA and JP movies by request and made them available to all. I am also paying bandwidth for those.

And I’m not even going to list the media I share outside of this journal.

But you know what, I don't mind.

I've never complained and I have never asked for anything back from fandom, ever, not even so much an icon request or a thank you. I enjoy fandom and get back in spades from that enjoyment and participation and that’s enough for me.

I don’t enjoy remarks that can be construed as calling me selfish, that’s something I have never been and I'm only sorry some seem to think otherwise. Fandom for me is about doing what you can when you can and most of all taking enjoyment from that. It's not about supply and demand and who does what and when or for whom.

Fandom isn’t a competition. I don't have time to play games like that, for me fandom is for fun and enjoying something I love with others who love the same.

If it became something other than that, then I'd reconsider my involvement but I've been a part of fandom for almost eleven years and so far kept to that principle.

But apparently it seems, there are those who help and those who don’t, each to their own opinion.

What matters to me is that this is now involving people on my flist, and that bothers me.

What I post here or anywhere else is my responsibility, where I share it is my responsibility.

It is not the responsibility of my flist to report on what I do or don’t post.

I've apologised for not posting the clip immediately in the community in question. I captured the clip, converted and uploaded it not the people on my flist who downloaded it.

If people downloaded it and enjoyed it then that’s what it’s there for. I think it's unfair to assume, they then have to enable others to do the same or hold them responsible if they don’t. Or accountable for something others think I failed to do.

I love my flist; as much as I stick to the principle that fandom should be above all fun, my flist is important to me. They are the source of what I love most about fandom and it bothers me that they’ve been caught in the crossfire.

Please don't hold them responsible for what I post; I’ll take any and all responsibility for my achievements or failings for that matter.

This is my journal which makes it my responsibility, not theirs.

If anyone has a problem with what I post and where I post it then bring it to me, I can take it. Please don’t use them as a means to vent your frustration, they don’t deserve it.

And for the benefit of my flist or anyone else made to feel responsible for my fandom activities, I apologise.

*hugs flist*
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Who Needs REM Sleep When There's RPS Sleep? [17 Apr 2007|01:43pm]
Dude! I had a crackstastic dream last night. I never dream, well rarely. I always have the weirdest, most bizarre nightmares, which force me to leave several windows open for days because my nostrils seem to remember some very peculiar smells and…


Anyway, I had what can only be described as a cracktastic dream, and I have no idea where it came from or why I never thought to write it instead of dream it.

Not that I’m complaining.

Because Jared was showing Jensen how to do body shots; well it was more facial shots, involving lots of mouth to mouth but with no real kissing allowed on the recipient’s part. Jensen just had to sit there while Jared did his thing and then Rosenbaum insisted on having a turn and totally took advantage of the no kissing rule to slobber all over Jared.

Jared retaliated by throwing the rules out of the window and snogging the face of Welling to piss Rosenbaum off, and succeeded.

And then Jared said something dirty to Rosenbaum regarding Welling’s mouth and how Rosenbaum should do something to remove the taste of Jared before Welling learned to like the difference.

And then he propositioned Jensen, turned on his heel and walked out.

Oh, and Jensen knocked over the entire table of drinks in his haste to catch up with Jared and force him to make good his promise.

Rosenbaum was too busy following Jared's advice to notice.

I mean, dude!

You should have been there.

Next time I get a headache which requires pills that fuck with my brain functions, I am definitely remembering to take a pen and paper to bed with me.

Not that I needed one this time but you never know…

*awaits future headaches with fangirl anticipation*


Dear Mr Padalecki,

Stop by anytime. You're always welcome.

Oh, and bring your friends.

Much love and appreciation,

Me xx
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Renewal or Hoax? [16 Apr 2007|08:21am]
This could very well be untrue but someone over at the CW Lounge has posted claiming that Supernatural has been picked up for a third season.

"CW has ordered a third season of “Supernatural,” a fourth season of "Veronica Mars," "while lining up a seventh season of "Smallville". Thanks to its "Smallville" lead-in, "Supernatural” has become the highest rated CW show at 9pm. In addition, “Supernatural” has faced the toughest timeslot of the year, up against the two highest rated dramas “Grey’s Anatomy” and “CSI”."

Early Press Leak or Hoax?

The poster is a new to the CW lounge and has yet to provide a link to the source of the supposed leak, claiming:

Take it for what it's worth. This article was emailed to me as an exclusive
by a friend who works in the PR for the CW. You will find out on Tuesday or not the truth. I'm just the messenger.

Whether or not there’s going to be an announcement tomorrow who knows but the upfronts aren’t until May 17th, so…

If it’s true then drinks are on me but I think I’m going to wait for an official announcement before I buy all four boys a round of shots.

Personally I have faith in my boys and I think they will get a 3rd and a 7th season but I'm not going to take just anyone's word for it :)
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Ten Inch What? [12 Apr 2007|09:03am]
Dude, eyeliner and piercings and the nails…

And I’m sorry but the sideburns just crack me up.

Although, you've got to admire a guy who isn't afraid to run out to the store in times of emergency *g*

Jensen, where did you get that hair? )

The Tampon Scene warning contains spoilers )

ETA: I think Priestly may just inspired a fic bunny, well that and Maltesers.

What? You know what they say about Maltesers right?

ETA2: Uhm. Is anyone else having visuals of Jensen Priestly in the kilt doing the whole 'Marylin Monroe' thing. You know standing over a subway grate and pouting while a gust of air blows his kilt..?


Just me then...
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To Angst or Give in to the Cuteness. That is the Question [11 Apr 2007|05:13pm]
See, I am alive, just exhausted and a little frayed around the edges ;)

I have a sudden urge to write more Winchester Gen fic, or maybe it’s not so sudden. Anyway, I have an urge to write snippets of back story, or just childhood experiences, memories, moments in time etc

It could go one of two ways. I could either overdose myself on angst or make myself sick with the cuteness :)

Or I could make the vid I’ve been tinkering with, even if it is the most ridiculous piece of crack ever.

And I see Jared cancelled Asylum due to his new movie Lionsgate's ‘The Christmas Cottage’ where he will star alongside or rather be the star alongside Peter O'Toole, in a three movie deal.

Yeah, I get that people are upset, I also get that for some Jared was the reason they were attending. I get that some people are annoyed seeing as how this isn’t the first convention Jared has cancelled and that some are worried Jensen may now also pull out.

But you know what *pets the Padalecki*

A three movie deal huh?

You go big fella!

*pompoms Jared*
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Fic Post: Supernatural [04 Apr 2007|10:45pm]
Title: Hush Now Don’t You Cry…

Fandom: Supernatural

Author: Jules

Characters: (Dean POV)

Summary: Coda to ‘Heart’: Dean uncurled his fingers from the cold metal in his hand, grip loosening as he relinquished his hold on the one constant in his life beside Sam. Handed the responsibility over to Sam, held Sam’s gaze as he felt the gun slip from his grasp.

Rating: PG 13

Word Count: 1 802

Author’s notes: I’ve been trying to figure out just what it is about this episode that affected me to the point where I couldn’t get past it. And it’s Dean’s stillness during the final scene. Yes, the tear and the flinch but overall it’s his stillness. I didn’t want to be left with the memory of that, so I tried to move them and myself away from it and to a different place--emotion--moment. Afterall, isn’t that what fanfic is for?

Beta: Many thanks to [info]sweptawaybayou, for the beta, for convincing me to write it in the first place and for holding my hand while I did. And for promising to fix both Sam and Dean if I broke them. Which she did, and wonderfully too.

Disclaimer: The characters in this story remain the property of Eric Kripke, Robert Singer and related production companies. The purpose of this story is purely for entertainment.

Hush Now Don’t You Cry… )
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Where I Compare Sam and Dean to a Pair of Smelly Old Socks [29 Mar 2007|09:26pm]
I’ve been making new friends and in the process of making new friends I realised there are more than a few people out there who also believe that there is no or in Sam and Dean.

There is only And.

Sam and Dean. Dean and Sam. See how that works?

Three letters, one word, and yet, it says so much.

It says I love them both. It says they’re a team, a unit.

It says I’m not gonna leave one by the wayside because I much prefer the other.

It says they are two halves of a whole.

I know it’s not the same for everyone but I’m very much in favour of the word composed of three letters as opposed to one composed of two.

Dean and Sam.

I commented recently to someone that for me they’re like a pair of socks, you know?

We all have our own versions of Dean and of Sam. We all have our reasons for Dean or for Sam, but for me, it’s about the socks.

It’s because they’re well worn and have been through the wringer more times than I can mention which has caused them to become a little frayed around the edges and so what if one has kind of shrunk a little in the wash making the other seem longer. They’re still my favourite pair of socks and have seen me through some cold winters. They’ve kept me warm and dry even if they’re not quite snug enough to fit my winter boots and have a tendency to loose elasticity and slip every now and again. What does it matter because even when they slip they prove to fit the curve of my heel perfectly?

They’re the first ones I reach for after a long day and my feet hurt because they’re familiar and comfortable, despite their appearance. They’re the ones I always make sure to roll up together on wash days in case the sock monster is lurking around the laundry room because the thought of losing one means the other is no longer useful.

And why keep a sock that no longer matches anything? Because then it’s odd, a leftover. Something that remains after what made it whole no longer exists.

And that’s what Sam and Dean would be without each other, they’d be no longer whole, just someone who was left behind.

And somethings, some people need to be whole otherwise they’re nothing but an extension of someone else. )
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More Hi Res Screencaps From 'Heart' [25 Mar 2007|12:40am]
Hi Res screencaps for ‘Heart’ with no tears, no angst just flesh and teeth and OMFG!

Seriously he did everything but growl.

I wouldn’t suggest you click the link unless you have a decent connection. This post is seriously not dial-up friendly

But dude how often do we get the opportunity to ogle Sam’s moles  )

And just think THAT is the sight that greets Dean Winchester, every morning. When Dean wakes up and turns over…


If anyone wants them there are also, angst and OMg! angst caps for the final scene of ‘Heart’ posted Here!. Because dude, people do really watch for the plot. But sometimes the angst plot seriously requires a little shallow for dessert :)

And I promise to quit spamming you now *g*
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